...and they were roommates
I got my nails done! It was actually a new years bingo item for me, and it has been for a while. I've just never gotten around to it! I got BIAB sparkly blue nails :3c with the intention to try colour match my sites background... but it didn't come out perfect. Altho I still like them!! I've gotta go get infill every 2-3 weeks but I think its worth it since I rlly fuck w longer nails rn and the extra strength is rlly nice compared 2 just raw dogging it!!
The start of this week I was still a little sick but I finally got over the flu I've been fighting for the last like... 10 days. It's nice 2 be finally able 2 get out and about and touch grass again lol. On grass touching - I went to a concert over the weekend!! I wrote a post just for it but the TLDR is that it's probably the best show I've ever been too. Vibe and crowd aura was insane and I met a few rlly cool ppl I hope 2 hangout more with!!
In other news tho, I've got a roommate now lol. I joke - but like I talked abt in my last few weekly updates, my (now ex) partner and I have decided that we're probably both better off being friends. We both need to grow and figure ourselves out, and we don't think thats something either of us can really do while we're "partners".
I bought a new mattress, bed frame and bedding today and plan to rearrange our unit so we both now have personal spaces. I think the last few weeks has sorta given us both time to mentally realise that this is where we are so while it was rlly upsetting for us both 2 agree that this is what we are, it wasn't as big of a breakdown 4 either of us. Although we'll see how we feel after we make our own rooms...
We decided to keep living together for a few reasons though:
- Sydney housing market is fucked and neither of us want to deal with it
- We have a cat we both love and want to both care for
- We're lucky enough that our unit can have two bedrooms with large desks
The main reason though is that - we're still technically each-others best friends :3c. I think doing this seperate spaces will help us kickstart our self discovery journeys without getting in each-others way. We've both done so much together in the 5 years we've known each-other, and we've made so many good memories, I don't want to sour the good times by trying to rekindle a relationship and slowly growing bitter. Being friends is probably best for both of us. We're both late 20's queer adults, we can use our big girl words and stay queerplatonic!
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The vibes in my last few weekly updates have been pretty negative, but here's to it (ideally) being all up from here!