Positive Mental Attitude

I've got a really good friend I've known for a really long time, who for as long as I've known her, posts a "PMA" in our group chats basically every single night. 3 items, what good happened today. I don't think she's missed a day in the entire time I've known her. I bring this up because on Tuesday we went out for dinner. It was super nice! Was the first time in a while we'd properly yapped and it was a rlly good reframing for me on a lot of things. One of the things to come out of it was that - I'm actually going to do the same thing she's doing, 3 small things every night that were good that day. rn it's private, but maybe one day I'll surface them <3 no promises!

I actually also got a run in this week too! With the same friend, running together :3c was meant to be a "return to running" lowkey walk but we both suck at pacing, and we did 2km @ 6'51" lol. But it's nice to be back in2 it!! I'm defs back bellow my average, but I need 2 not hold myself to my best :3 I'm running again and thats all thats important !!

I had a few good BMS sessions this week too which has been fun - getting back in2 it as well. Defs throwing w my longer nails, but was able to clear some sr11's - no sl0 but getting back in the groove :3c. I also played some finals w other oomfs this week too, and it's been nice getting back in2 being social and gaming again!! Sooooo much nicer than scrolling discord or bsky lmao.

Also had a rlly good IIDX session this week as well. I REALLY fuck with Zinrai. Honestly one of the best styles in a while w just it's aura and soundtrack. 100% buying the CD early next year when it drops !

ummmm,, I also updated this website! I used an iPhone Duo in an Apple Store and my site looked ASS with the safe area :3 After lots of suffering the site should now look a lot nicer on iOS web browsers and desktop safari :3c Check out this whole thread for my nightmare lmao:

Honestly this week has been pretty sweet :3c I did a movie night and watched Hellraiser and Alien for the first time too!! Bangers ! OH and I did some fun inference stuff and got Deepseek v4.1 flash running at FOUR tokens a second on my 9070xt (with dual SSD streaming)!! I defs wanna tweak and fiddle more but limited by my SSD speed rn ;; Oomf pointing out that u can just kinda be like "nah its possible" and have LLMs work wonders has been awesome. + Realising SSD streaming is like ... not dogshit sometimes has opened so much stuff up

Playing w all these local open LLMs has really got me thinking I need to write like ,,, a LLM use policy or whatever for my site. Since I defs have some nuanced takes on using it (I don't use it for this site for example) but at the same time I know it's insanely transformative and dismissing it entirely naive (and glazing it as it is rn is cringe). Maybe later this week!